I’m really glad you have such faith. I personally don’t but I have deep respect for people who better themselves and become more loving for it. (:
I’m really glad I do, too. I don’t know how I’d get through without it… life is just too hard to get through on your own sometimes, you know? Thank you - I like to think that it’s made me a better person (: I don’t know who you are, anonymous person, but I’ll keep you in my prayers, if you’d like?
This was from my senior year [back in the day when Formspring was so popular.. I still don’t understand why -_- It was an open forum for haters to come out. Anyway..] and it just made me feel really sad because it got me reading some of my old blog posts from that year, and I was just so… religiously strong that year. I guess it was because a lot of bad stuff happened that year, and I was really into leading youth group, but.. I don’t know. My church fam was such a big part of me, and now.. I barely go to church. Last year, I went every Sunday because I loved SCU mass, and well, it was easy to go to church when the church is less than 10 minute walk away from your room, and you’re in a church full of college students. It’s sad that my “home” church doesn’t feel like it did before I went to college. I didn’t think that it would happen, but it did. Although I still like coming back to see my old youth minister and some old friends, it’s just not the same.
And I miss it. I miss the connection I had with my church fams. Multiple church fams I guess, because I had JJJJAAZ+C and C^2/A^2fam. But now I barely talk to anybody in either church fams, and I don’t know. I just feel a disconnect with my faith.
Guess it’s a good thing Lent starts this week. It’s time to work on my connection with God again.
